December 10, 2025

We Came from NOTHING?

Do you have the slightest notion of what "NOTHING" is? Nothing is not an empty space. Space, even empty, is still space. Space is something. I have to rely on principle to imagine what NOTHING is. In fact, using the word "is" is probably a logical error. So too then is suggesting that NOTHING "is". I think that nothing, in its purist form, is not even an idea of anything. To possess the idea alone attributes something to nothing. NOTHING is even less than that. To imagine nothing is creation of a sort. What a pickle! Nothing is even less than the idea of itself.

Recently Elon Musk shocked the world. again, by speaking the obvious:

By universe I derive "Everything" as the meaning. So "EVERYTHING" which is all that there is, came from something. But Everything possesses the constituent something, the something from which it came unless it is apart from everything. Everything, something and nothing.

The only way to reconcile Elon Musk's seemingly internally inconsistent utterance is to include the implied unmoved mover as that which is apart from everything, that is in exception to and also apart from nothing.

So poetry becomes the language...

As E. Michael Jones put it: "Three persons were in so much love with each other that it overflowed as beauty, truth and goodness, which is being itself, and all that there is." That was the creation of Everything from Nothing, the unmoved mover, the trinity of love, ideated beauty.

God

God is the something Mr. Musk.

Poetry provides the channels of ambiguity that rationalism attempts to destroy.

In the poetic language we say an infinity of things back to front, timeless, inside and out, in an incomprehensible vortex. Poor Kurt Gödel. It broke him. Incompletely. ;)

I was awake before the birds today.

Busy brain...

Synchronicity = something

December 09, 2025

Happy Birthday Sam

1 x 3 x 3 x 7

Today is the Feast Day of Saint Juan Diago

...Mary ordered him to climb the hill and pluck the roses he would find on the top of it. Though the Indian knew there could be no roses on the stony summit, especially at such a time of the year. He did as he was told by his mistress, as he used to call our Blessed Lady, and very soon came down to where she was standing with his cloak full of what tradition describes as rosas de Castilla frescas olorosas y con rocio...Our Lady took the roses in her hands and after gazing a while upon them gave them back to Juan Diego, who put them into his tilma.

Synchronicity = roses

December 08, 2025

Lovely Blind Dovetail Joints

I have never done blind dovetails by hand. But I do regular dovetails. This fella is good with simple tools.

Peter Mac Isaac and Tony Lohnes chat with me about what is going on in the Supreme Court. We are about to get all the data about what happened during the Nov 26, 2024 Election.

Synchronicity = sarah, seraphim

December 07, 2025

Fake Naturopathic Doctor

A naturopathic doctor explains how to tell a naturopathic doctor from a quack. What a refreshing thing to read. The Doctor is Dr Pat Nardini, ND in Toronto.

Link to a List of How to Identify a FAKE NATUROPATHIC DOCTOR

According to Nardini, quacks claim to cure cancer, or they can't provide credentials, or they are not licensed, or they are listed on the UNAUTHORIZED PRACTITIONERS LIST, or they push multi-level marketing product, or try to scare you into a treatment. Whoa!

Sunday Peace - Fire of the Holy Spirit

I always think of Godspell.

Synchronicity =

December 06, 2025

SWAY GAME Update! - WIN 1 MILLION DOLLARS

I have received enough bottles to easily conduct the SWAY GAME complete with pre and post game calibration, labeled sample bottles. I am making grid arrays to easily preserve order and control during the game. The first game will be with refined sugar vs natural maple syrup from a glass bottle at the request of the game contestant. I will provide your challenge substances at your request as the game contestant, with some limitations related to density, viscosity, and color.

Funeral of Sara's Little Sister- Kevin and Karen's daughter

It was a beautiful tribute to Mary Elizabeth. It was sad as well.

I prayed off and on all day for all of you, especially you Sara, for you looked utterly spent.

May your namesakes, seraph and grace, strengthen you in the coming days.

Synchronicity =

December 04, 2025

Holistic medicine scammers caught red-handed - 60 Minutes Australia

I happen to admire Holistic Nutritionists and Natural Healers. I also like the Healing Ministry within my Catholic Faith. I also work with and love conventional medical healers who do surgeries and treatments in our hospitals. Good people willing the good, and making their patients and adherents better. I have seen healing done across the spectrum.

Since I am a professional engineer involved in the development of medical interventions, (No drug or food interventions) I make it my business to support friends and family in their choices for care, be it proper nutrition or complicated surgery. I am not a practitioner so I do not like to offer health advice, even if I think I know what the situation is for a sick person. But as friends enter into care, be it a surgeon or a massage therapist providing the care, I pay close attention.

I am aggressive in defending my friends and family if they are being mistreated. Mistreated by a Harvard Medical School Psychiatrist or a Chiropractor or a Shawman. Performance means everything to me. I am not easily impressed with credentials. I worked in Boston between 1995 and the present, and it is arguably the city with the best medical systems on earth. I have witnessed many wonders. Most times credentials are a good indicator of an honest attempt at a treatment with a high probability of success. But I have seen too many exceptions. Similarly, I have seen friends treated through the Catholic Healing Ministry, and I have seen friends treated by Naturopaths and Holistic Nutritionists. Again, results matter.

I am biased to prefer Christian practitioners for many reasons but the fundamental reasons are trust and commitment to Christ. If a healer is a liar or a cheat and if the healer is driven by evil intent then I want no relationship with him.

I intend to do a series on this subject prompted by recent events and after having seen this news documentary below, which is shocking. I remind my readers that I know of nobody in Nova Scotia, other than myself, who testified against Robert Strang, The Chief Medical Officer of Nova Scotia's behavior in a court of law. With that credibility, I am believed when I say that I show no favoritism. Criminals are criminals.

We, as a community, need to lift up the competent and good, and irradicate the incompetent and the evil.

Hint: Good and capable practitioners don't lie.

Below is a 60 minutes expose of a couple of bad apples unqualified to offer healing services to anyone.

In this video, people were hurt and killed by a naturopath. In our community, people have been hurt by Strang, inept doctors and liars who pretend to be healers called naturopaths. Lies on small matters = lies on important matters. It is a manifestation of a defective moral framework.

Synchronicity =

December 03, 2025

Remarkable few Days - A Living Symphony

It is fortunate, at times, to know exactly where you are, and when you are. This moment here, is one of them.

I am looking directly at the future and feeling that illusive wave function collapse right before my eyes. It is happening right then, right there.

Synchronicity =

December 01, 2025

Breaking News

According to Peter Mac Isaac : The former lawyer for Elections Nova Scotia, Scott Campbell of Stewart McKelvie, has been appointed to the Supreme Court of Nova Scotia - Sydney Court. Retired Patrick Russell's seat. That was reported in AllNovaScotia.com today.

According to the article, Scott Campbell of Stewart McKelvie, represented Elections Nova Scotia in a Judicial Review of ENS causing the Liberal party to take down campaign signs during the Preston by-election. The Supreme Court Ruled against Elections Nova Scotia's actions and Scott Campbell's arguments.

Synchronicity = made, St.John Henry Newman (unbelievable)

November 30, 2025

Beautiful Sunday Peace

Remarkable synchronicity today. Below, earlier this week, I was drawn to the conversion story about Augustine of Hippo. Well, just so happens, today the second reading is exactly the same passage from Romans. Quarrelling. There is a message. I am actively setting aside quarrelling. Yet I am in the Supreme Court of Nova Scotia.

The message is clear even beyond quarrelling! The end is at hand. (the end of you and me at the very least) So align your life to the active goodness and forgiveness through Jesus Christ. It is very difficult, for pride is a serious obsticle. Let us beat our spears into pruning hooks!

Now, consider the act of giving of yourself as a gift to others. "Give your love to those from whom you are expecting no return." - Barron

The greatest gift is lay down your life for a friend, expect nothing in return, and resolve quarrelling, absorb the discord as an unrequited gift. It is hard to do this and can only be accomplished through being made new, in Christ.

Synchronicity = witchcraft, (Romans)

November 29, 2025

I Feel So Completely Supported by a Treasure of Beautiful People.

I am working very hard today for many in my orbit, even for those few who think maybe he doesn't mean me. Well, yes. You too. I cannot discuss my work. But I will say that I literally feel as if your good will is holding me aloft. I can't explore my thoughts here at all so I say that am in a great state to think in a synesthetic kaleidoscope vortex.

A YouTube playing of Polyeleos....OMGosh! It obliterates reality.

Synchronicity =

November 28, 2025

Upon the death of a beloved daughter and sister, Mary Elizabeth Beaton

My heart is broken for all your losses.

For you Sara Grace at this difficult time...with heavenly love.

Synchronicity =

November 27, 2025

Thursday Revealing - Conversion of Augustine of Hippo

Augustine, in turmoil and intellectual confusion, played bible roulette. Yes he did.

He opened scripture and his finger landed upon Romans 13:12-14. He found in it a solution to his restlessness.

After a time we got "Magnum opus et arduum": The City of God.

The City of God, Volume I

The City of God, Volume II

Acoustic Levitation and Tissue Manipulation

In 2006 I developed a device using this exact principle to manipulate human tissue using high frequencies. The target tissue was that of the bottoms of women who showed cellulite. Bottoms and upper thighs. Obesity did not correlate with cellulite. Some women have it, others do not. Below is the patent that I was granted by the USPTO to eliminate cellulite. The device works without cutting the skin. Bill Gruber, my friend, looked at the health and beauty market and Bill asked if I could get rid of cellulite. I said yes.

Frequency is projected into the tissue in a novel way resulting cleavage of the puckers in the skin surface without puncturing the skin. Sound is manipulated to accomplish the modification. This technology is applicable for many other purposes.

Needless to say this patent does not disclose the "black art" needed to make it work.

Image above is from Amazon.ca. Many women have begged me to treat their puckered posteriors. Since I adhere to the Nuremberg Code of 1947, I will never treat a human being with an experimental device. It is unethical to treat people without documented evidence that the therapies are efficacious or without a label on the device signifying approval from FDA. So I left my lady friends disappointed.

It seems now that the patent protection (2028) is being violated and competitors are exploiting the idea. hmmm Maybe I will sue them?

THE PATENT

All that was fun but I am onto more serious interventions that are truly helpul in alleviating pain and disability. The vanity market is lucrative but the targets this time are Hiatal Hernia and Tinnitus.These markets are $500 MM/year and $800 Billion in total, respectively.

Synchronicity =

November 26, 2025

Wednesday Meditation - The Cunning of Reason

The cunning of reason - Hegel. The cunning of reason is a concept introduced by Hegel in his philosophy, particularly in his work on the philosophy of history. It refers to the idea that reason operates indirectly and cunningly, utilizing the passions and irrational elements in human nature to achieve its goals. This idea was adopted by catholic thinkers. They attribute positive consequences from events initated as acts with evil intent, as the the cunning of the mind of God who uses acts of evil for his divine purpose.

The catholic interpretation was first:

...and I was listening to a movie (Fury - 2014) as I was writing today and heard this:

It was the last hour of a ritual of unspeakable evil on Monday. Here is Morgan Guptill's response to MAID MURDER in the form of a complaint against the perpetrators...

Synchronicity =

November 25, 2025

Tuesday Meditation - A woman was hurt and is dying...

Praying a rosary today for an injured woman, and the Franciscan community.

Being a Catholic Husband

Notice how the following is NOT a profane exhortation of the sovereign self individualist...

"The Man" was created in Original Solitude

"The man" is put in the garden to serve and protect and defend everything that God is entrusting to him. Including his wife. When the serpent was tempting Adam's wife, Adam was present and said and did nothing. He failed in his central mission. Contrast Saint Joseph, who said nothing but did EVERYTHING to serve and protect and defend she who God entrusted to Him. Mary. There is the model. This is my mission. I know who the lying adversary is. With God, I shall not fail.

Adapted from my poem of a husband, misapprehending who the adversary truly is.

Listen to Deacon Harold Burke-Sivers on Matt Fradd

Synchronicity =

November 23, 2025

SUNDAY PEACE - Listening for God's Grace

It was such a busy week. I don't know where it went. I am happy with all the progress and God's loving hand. He was with me all week.

Synchronicity =

November 20, 2025

SUNRISE at Lawrencetown

This am I am driving out to Lawrencetown just to see the sun rise over the eastern ocean. The rise is at 07:17 am. It will be -4C and clear. I will be still and quiet and I will pray to God thanks for the many gifts that he has showered upon me.

"But Grace doth rise in the other skies, and with the morning Mercy, celestial surprise." Lawrencetown - November 20, 2025 at 7:17am. PERFECT!

Synchronicity = (*redacted*), seraphim x 3

November 19, 2025

Frank Abagnale - A Most Wonderful Man

Here is a man worth looking up to. If nothing else, listen to the last 3 minutes.

Synchronicity =

November 18, 2025

Healing Mass at Saint Stephen's Church this Thursday

There is no place for UNFORGIVING at the healing mass presided over by Father Mark Cherry. It is at 7pm to 9pm at Saint Stephen's Church on Normandy Street, north-end Halifax. The healing is for physical, emotional, and psychological ailments. It is a beautiful service. Please come and sit with me and be with me as I am healed by the love of the Holy Spirit. You too will be bathed in Grace in Mercy's place, in your friend, in your companion, in your lover. Please come. CLICK HERE if you are considering.

You've Got a Friend - James Taylor and Carole King

Peter had a jammed brake pad

My clean garage got a baptism of oil and rust and comedy and true-isms.

Peter noticed an odd sound coming from his rear driver-side wheel. Correctly he diagnosed the brake. It was cool day so I had a chance to test the temporary heaters of the garage. So in Peter came with his CRV. Baptized.

The issue was a jammed floating pad. We replaced the pads. It was warm and quiet.

Nice and clean again.

Deck Party - Morning Coffee at Peter's

It is hunting season so I figured Peter'd be up with the cardinals. I put my life in jeopardy and waited for him on his deck knowing he'd have to let the cat in. Unannounced on a property with splitting axes... I sat with my pipe and coffee waiting for Peter to wake up and join my party. The wind was COLD!

The party went well, though brief and clandestine.

More revelry to follow...

Synchronicity =

November 16, 2025

Sunday Peace - No Mosquitoes

This Isn't Funny....It is so Real - Snake Oil Salesmen

It was an intensely busy week. 2 patents written, a business brief, a huge affidavit, and a clean garage for recreation.

This week coming will be no different. Quiet reading, thinking. Most of all, praying for all those I can think of. Especially those who are secretly suffering. Looking forward to the Thursday healing mass.

Synchronicity =

November 13, 2025

Invisible Faces

I see a great deal of good here. I see truth and beauty and goodness. I see hope and good will. What do you see?

• Think positively, for your cells are listening.
• Speak truthfully for others are listening.
• Assiduously pray honestly, for God is always listening.

We must look upon each other as if we see the face of Jesus and:

• Think "I love you."
• Then courageously say: "I Love You."
• Then meaningfully pray: "I Love You."

See below: “positive = always better.”

Especially at times of tremendous suffering, extend compassion, agape love.

Related...Thoughts vs Cell Chemistry

A highly relevant, peer-reviewed publication from a reputable journal in psychoneuroimmunology (the intersection of psychology, neuroscience, and immunology) that directly addresses the link between positive thoughts (specifically, dispositional optimism as a form of generalized positive expectations) and cellular-level health chemistry is:

Title: Optimism and immunity: Do positive thoughts always lead to positive effects?

Authors: Suzanne C. Segerstrom

Journal: Brain, Behavior, and Immunity

Year: 2007

DOI: 10.1016/j.bbi.2007.05.004

• Source: Published in Brain, Behavior, and Immunity, a leading journal in the fields of medical biochemistry and psychology, focusing on how psychological states influence immune function.
• Link to Positive Thoughts: The paper examines “dispositional optimism”, a core positive psychological trait involving habitual positive expectations and thoughts about the future and its direct effects on immune parameters. It draws from experimental, laboratory, and naturalistic studies to show how these thoughts modulate physiological responses.
• Cellular-Level Mechanisms: At the biochemical and cellular level, optimism influences:
  • Cellular Immunity Markers: Positive associations with higher CD4+ T cell counts, stronger delayed-type hypersensitivity (DTH) responses (a measure of T-cell mediated immunity), and increased natural killer (NK) cell cytotoxicity under low-stress or controllable conditions. Conversely, under high-stress conditions, optimism can lead to temporary suppressions in these markers due to prolonged engagement.
  • Hormonal Chemistry: Optimists show elevated cortisol (a stress hormone) during challenging stressors because they persist in engagement, activating the hypothalamic-pituitary-adrenal (HPA) axis. This can suppress immune cell proliferation and function short-term but may yield long-term benefits in manageable scenarios.
  • Key Insight: The paper highlights a “engagement hypothesis.” Positive thoughts drive active coping, which alters biochemical signaling (e.g., via cortisol and immune cell activation) to affect cellular health. For instance, in law students facing exams, optimists had better T-cell responses during straightforward stressors but poorer ones during complex ones, mediated by their persistence rather than disappointment.
• Broader Implications: While effects are context-dependent (positive in easy stressors, mixed in difficult ones), the work underscores how positive psychology can buffer or exacerbate cellular health in immunologically mediated conditions like HIV or cancer, providing a nuanced view beyond simplistic “positive = always better.” I believe that was your point.

Synchronicity = Shroud of Turin (amazing)

November 11, 2025

Annual Heating System Maintenance

I had to clean my hot water, domestic water (showers, washing machine) recirculation system. The pump was clogged. It was clogged solid and the pump motor was seized by the clog.

It is is done but I could implement some improvements. I won't this year. I understand the problem but I have a couple years to implement the changes with this cleaning.

CLICK HERE Pump clog analysis page

I will clean the flanges this year but I will make copper flanges next year.

After having cleaned the pump, I circulate a mild vinegar solution throughout the hot water circulation system to clean the inside of the pipes and valves. No more, Calcium Carbonate, Magnetite, nor rust.

Now I have hot water in my bedroom sink faucet and don't have to wait 2 minutes.

I invented another thing 3 hours ago. Incredibly simple! Unbelieveable! I always know when it happens. It just happened. That is 4 this month. After I file, I'll tell you all about it.

HAROLD'S BIG LIST of CANCER CAUSES

Harold Isles and I have been discussing causes of cancer, various interventions, therapies, cures, big pharma, remedy suppression, patents, ivermectin... all that for weeks at Mic Mac Mall on Fridays. He got me in a mood! So I asked an AI model to build me a list with citations of most of the known cancers with the causes related to viruses, fungus, parasites, bacteria, chemicals, radiation, particulate, heredity, and others. I apologize to the world that I do not provide cures other than direct requests from the Holy Spirit. It is unethical, immoral, illegal and reprehensible to offer cures to suffering people if I do not know for certain that the cures are efficacious. It is fraud, a crime, and cruel, and monstrous to take money for baseless cures. Think ROBERT STRANG. He forced mass-inoculation of something beyond his understanding. Don't be STRANG. His arrogance resulted in people dying needlessly.

I left out microplastics since I believe that micro plastic cause and effect is undetermined.

I am compelled to issue this list and you can foresee the next layer: therapies, cure rates, all that and: Shelly Hipson World. She did her own thing for someone she loves and I am no judge of her methods. I can't adequately describe them nor have I requested permission. I love you Shelly. Way to go! She will never hurt anyone. NOT EVER. Shelly is a true underestimated angel.

Below is the world's biggest list (according to Grok) of cancers to humans and the known causes noted above. I did not include the COVID-19 Pandemic Intervention because I wanted to get the list and you know....

CLICK HERE World's Biggest List of Causes of Cancer

Below is a book just sent to me by a reader (Dec 1, 2025). I know nothing about cancer and how it is treated. If you worry that you may have cancer then for heaven's sake speak to your health professional. I would like people to read this book about cancer cures and tell me what you think, sort of like a crowd sourcing effort. I will post good scientifically derived analysis and criticism, good and bad. I have not read the book at all. Please tell me all about it. Send me evidence. Contact me using the contact button. My intension is to answer each claim with reliable studies that exist in the literature. I do not offer cures. Sorry. Cures are the domain of healers. I do not know how to heal. God knows, considering recent events of death due to cancer, I wish to the Holy Spirit that I did know how to cure cancer. May I at least reccomend sincerely asking Jesus to cure you of what troubles you.

CLICK HERE Hulda Clark's book on "Cures for Cancer"

Rearranging the garage FINALLY

I was so busy I dropped the ball on tidying everything. The garage looks much better and happy to have visitors now that they can get at my steps! HA!

BTW, as always drop over UNANOUNCED and catch me as I am. I reject boundaries, all the social control language. I refuse to be absorbed into the mind virus. If I am here just walk in the house. Speak loudly, it is a big place. I won't call the police on you nor will I tell you not to contact me. Jesus said, love your enemies. So I love my enemies. You are welcome to my tidy garage.

Synchronicity = Seraphim, merciless, only, aspergillum x2 (a lot tonight)

November 9, 2025

Sunday Peace

Good Morning...

...Coffee

So What Does “Taking Back Your Sovereign Self” Miss?

It misses the truth that healing doesn’t come from reclaiming control, rather it comes from reclaiming trust. Not in the people who failed us, and not in ourselves, but in the One who never fails us.

If you want to heal due to a loss, rebuild trust in God, not in the self. Within the self there is that voice that lies to you, and it tells you that it is your best friend. You will know its nature if you pay attention to what it asks you to do.

Let pride fall gently away.

Rebuild trust—not in self, but in God.

Reconnect with others in healthy, Holy Spirit led ways.

Surrender yourself to God's purpose.

Synchronicity = self, God

November 6, 2025

Jeepers Creepers people!!!! - SWAY CHALLENGE FEEDBACK

There have been a few wrinkles contributed by some pretty astute naturopaths. They do not change the fundamentals of the game or the anticipated clinical trial but the implementation, which I have not completed, is being refined. The level of interest actually suprised me.

1) One thing mentioned are possible antagonists. "What if someone deliberately changes their decision?" and "What if someone puts all bottles in the yes tray and none in the no tray?" I liked this question.

In both of these cases the result should be the same. 50:50 Here is the math for all you engineers and physicists out there. I know you want to see it. I use coin toss as the basis for the odds so I presume random 50:50 for each bottle similarly. For compliance purposes, until proven otherwise, the odds are calculated based on equal odds on each bottle decision.

The result is unaffected. Lie all you want.

One Year Today...

I should have kept my mouth shut. It was synaesthesia?

Below are my hands having suffered caustic burns from a concrete pour. Too burnt to hold the hot tea.

It took 2 weeks to heal.

Today.

Synchronicity =

November 5, 2025

Remember Remember the 5th of November

The birth of seraphim, from the mind of God.

HOPE

Synchronicity = pain

November 2, 2025

Sunday Peace - Preparing my Day

Good Morning...

...Coffee

Synchronicity = battle

November 1, 2025

Feast of the Holy

Beautiful Day. Today is beautiful.

Luke 21:11

So be prepared, spiritually.

SWAY TEST test bottles arrived

100 amber test sample bottles arrived today. They are 3 mL glass bottles fresh from the manufacturer. 100 new black caps arrived as well. 50 bottles will contain 2 mL of substance "A", and 50 bottles will contain 2 mL of substance "B". An Ethics Review Board approved trial will be conducted to score trial participant ability to separate and randomly numbered batch of 100 bottles into two categories. "Yes" and "No".

100 SWAY TEST test bottles.

Can You tell what is in the bottles?

The bottles in my hand will contain a substance to which you know that you will say yes. Or it will contain a substance to which you will say no. The experimenter will not know which bottles contain which substance. You must decide. Therefore it is double blind.

Clove Oil? Distilled water? Seed Oil? Vitamin D3? Do you say yes? Can you say yes to all 50 bottles out of 100 that has a subsatnce that you need. Also, can you say no to the remaining 50?

Contact me if you are interested in knowing more about the sway test test? How effective are you at choosing the substance that you need? Score -50 to +50. What is your score? Read the test Clinical Trial Draft.

CLICK HERE for Draft Protocol for "Sway Test" evaluation

I do not know how to SWAY TEST. I have seen it done. I know how to construct a scientific study. I am relying upon expert sway testers to undertake to engage in the clinical trial to 1) atest to having been trained, 2) document who trained them, 3) declare that they are advocates of sway testing, then 4) participate in the SWAY TEST test itself and receive a score.

You will be able to get the SWAY TEST test and receive an official and confidential Test Score.

What do you get out of participation?

By participating you will receive 3rd party objective validation of your level of repeatability in being able to discriminate between a "YES" and a "NO" ideamotor artifact. This will be good for both teachers of sway testing and the student.

Synchronicity = phobetron

October 31, 2025

All Hallowed Eve - Tomorrow is a big Deal

Needless to say, my home and activity today has nothing to do with mesmerizing children with images of the occult, monsters, terror and fear. Men need to grow up. Lead your family away from distractions that present obsticals to seeking the love of the Holy Spirit. Guys? Do your job and stop the nonsense. Stop wasting your time on stupid stuff.

We pray for the dead. We MUST.

Pray for your dead father, your dead mother, your dead brothers and sisters. Christ himself, a Jew practicing the jewish traditions, prayed for the dead as said in 2 Maccabees 12:42-46. This book was included in the 1611 AD version of King James version. KJV is an abrieviated version of the vulgate, and is the source of confusion on the practice of praying for the dead. The authors of the KJV bible were schismatic anti-catholics determined to erase catholic practices. Maccabees 1 & 2 were eventually removed by some guy, for some reason.

The Nicene Creed - "I believe in the communion of Saints"

Praying for the dead implies post death purification in purgatory, and purgatory is purification post humusly.

Here is a movie scene of a man in purgatory. It is from Jacobs Ladder and it is my favorite scene in the movie.

Jacob in Purgatory - 0ne minute in....

Here is a quite different movie scene of soldiers washing the body of their fallen comrade. It is beautiful in a way. The men see the corpse, not as a dead thing, but and a sacred home where their brother used to be, a home worthy of respectful treatment. It is from A Midnight Clear and it is my favorite scene in the movie.

Bathing the dead at 1:27:20 - near the end.....

I attended a healing mass at Saint Stephen's Church in North end Halifax last night. It was from 7:00 PM to 9:30 PM since it was a mass and healing service. It was presided over by Father Mark Cherry and he actually presided over a private healing service (for me) hosted by Sara Ashe a Holistic Nutritionalist a couple years ago.

I was suprized by the "service" but it left me sufficiently curious that I dug deeper into Catholic healing resulting my attending last night.

A friend came with me. I rather enjoyed the whole thing especially the intimacy of the interactions with Father Cherry and the other people assisting in the healing. The guitarist and vocalist, Heather, has an amazing sound. You should go to a healing at least one time, just to see it. It is an awesome event to behold.

VISIT The Healing Web Page Here.

Sacred Heart Evangelization and Healing Ministry

Witney Webb delivers a stunning diatribe....

Synchronicity = guy

October 30, 2025

I am Here

I am here today. Thinking. Praying.

Synchronicity =

October 28, 2025

Unexpected Gift from a Friend

My dear friend Oliver, sent this to me in an email this morning. I wasn't prepared to see it. Then I saw it, and lost control. For those who know me, they will see a woman, out of her desert, on the edge of an ocean, facing a monstrance of divine grace, a shower of love, dark into daylight.

Oliver profoundly altered the trajectory of my day as I sit sipping my coffee. Thank-you Oliver. Such an invitation is only the work of the Holy Spirit. I am surrounded by God-filled people, willing the good.

Listen to this as you contemplate the message I got from Oliver.

Morning Mercy - Through Grace

A load of about 700 lbs of beams on my HillBilly roof rack. They are 12 feet long and ideal for the roof rack system. The beams are screwed to the rack. - no straps. I love this Camry.

Scavenger Hunt Page - wood rescue.

Synchronicity =

October 27, 2025

Monday Grief - A unique departure for me

Comments on the Situation in Venezuela

This essay below is a departure for me. I saw the news this morning and I see the Venezuela conflict as a predicate to how the USA government views Canada. So I, unusually, think out loud on geo-political matters of which I would categorize myself as fundamentally ignorant. That said, I see a pattern and I am concerned for the loss of human life and the cause is the Chinese Communist decades long play for world domination. Personally, I know more than I have written here below and it will all become known in due course. My apologies to my friends. I hope this essay is a unique exercise for me. Please share and criticize me. Many of you know more about the subject than I do.

CLICK Here - My Essay on the immanent loss of life caused by the CCP

Sway Test App for Smart Phone - post concussion

Below is a video of an Applied Kinesiologist demonstrating the use of an app on a Smart Phone that measures micro accelerations of the person holding the Smart Phone against their chest. This is a proven method for measuring the micro-movement of a person who is under stability test. These devices are commonplace in biomedical engineering. Notice, only the motion of the person is being assessed. The cell phone itself is the detector. It is not the object being tested.

Manual Muscle Testing ie Testing Muscles, manually.

Tennessee State University Occupational Therapy demonstration. The testing is to test the muscles and their movements. It does not test any other body system.

CLICK Here - SWAY and Muscle Test Comparison Table.

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October 26, 2025

Sunday Peace - A interesting chat yesterday

I had an interesting conversation with a brilliant priest yesterday at a BBQ. As it happens he was in buildings 5 and 6 the day before 9-11. On 9-11 he was in the neighborhood but not in any of the involved buildings. I could write a monograph about what he saw the following day as he witnessed the second plane crash and was involved in the recovery actions after the building collapses. To be brief, I will mention a few facts that he witnessed. He owns a chunk of the steel from building No 1. It was a blob of molten metal solidified onto a piece of structural steel. He commented he walked upon a carpet of metal balls covered in dust. He saw the structual columns, several, cut by heat at an oblique angle. He saw building 7 standing, perfectly fine, then a perfect collapse into its footprint. He said many things to me but those few things remain significant in my recollection of his comments.

He was an eye witness, on the ground, at the site after the dust cloud settled. He was in the first medical truck bringing supplies to the injured firefighters.

He believes he saw the aftermath of a controlled demolition.

New Love and Tender Moments

I am a fortunate witness to a developing drama involving a shy and imaginative young woman, as she discovers a charming, quirky man. Their budding romance unfolds through whimsical gestures, playful dances, and tender moments, all set against a vibrant wholesome backdrop. It is like Amélie (2001). Wow. It is like food and sweet music.

A Friend Comes to Mass

Nick Replaces a tire in the Church Parking Lot after Mass

The photgrapher held an umbrella, farted, listened to trash talk :)

The carpenter had his kneepads on hand. But that towel needs a bath!

Rescue Dingy

Last year, Ian and a friend transported Sara Grace (without her purse), Sam and Me 2 miles, including a portage, in this dingy to our car at sunset. It was fun... all wet-assed. Kevin and I rescued the purse the next day.

Synchronicity = dust

October 24, 2025

What so ever you do...

The Plight of Young Men - Depressurization

I wrote part of an essay attempting to state the issues with young men. In particular, young white men, and this is not an easy issue to approach. It is, in its very nature, rife with inflamitory language and ideas. I am not, at this time, proposing a solution, rather, I am making an effort to state the obvious. I have been paying attention to young men in general, and the categories, and effect that I am seeing extend beyond the categories created by our left-wing framers. ie White-right-wing-nationalist-christian-european-straight. I do not accept these categories but they exist in the human consciousness now. They are a convenient oversimplification of a deeper issue.

This is my essay. It is an effort for me to get my head around this issue. So, for now I am writing as I acquire understanding. I propose no solution or if a solution is even indicated. Tell me what you think. As always, I invite correspondence. It helps me think.

I am a catholic man and I see the world through that lens by choice and instinct. My church and my family is the world. I close my eyes during the Nicene creed and I hear everyone saying exactly what I say.

Synchronicity = sara

October 23, 2025

Sway Test TEST Clinical Trial- Update-1

I have received abundant noteworthy feedback on the proposed draft Official Clinical Trial HERE that I posted on October 18th. I received LOTS of questions about the trial design, it's intent, my interests, and "do's and don'ts etc. I received many recommendations for changing the trial before it is submitted to the Research Ethics Board. I have received negative criticism which I have also incorporated into the trial design. All of the feedback has been wonderful and it is making the test better and it looks as if we will be able to attract trained people in numbers that will allow us to meet the "power threshold" for solid statistical relevence. 'Power' is the strength of the statistical argument based on raw numbers of tests, the precision of the measurements and lack of inherent variability that allows you to detect a benefit.

Since the trial will be ideally triple blind, nobody will know the results until the test sample data is merged with the experimental results. Also, all the private data related to the identity of the participants, will be removed from any publication.

Since we do not yet have an approved Clinical Trial, we are not recruiting and those of you who have offered to participate will have to notify us after we issue a Formal Notice that recruiting is underway.

Since this is a work in progress, I will keep you informed as the Trial solidifies and is approved. Keep the questions, phone messages, and email coming. I will consider all input.

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October 22, 2025

Tinnitus - Development Opportunities.

I was using my leaf blower and now my ears are ringing a bit. You know? This is a problem. I know that there is no cure for Tinnitus and from what I have been able to figure out, there is array of known and unknown causes. The literature says these causes range from noise exposure, psychological, to neurological, to tissue morbidities, to serious disease-related complications, unknown causes and combinations of all the above. I have managed, through the literature, to establish very rough percentages. So I am pursuing a potential therapy for one category of tinnitus. If you are a clinical expert in Tinnitus, then please reach out since I am assembling an advisory board to guide the development program.

Synchronicity =

October 21, 2025

Shit-Kicker Saints

I made up a short-list of men who I really admire and whom seem noteworthy in this day and age. The are mentally strong, courageous, ferocious in their callings, and always in sync with the Holy Spirit. Tough Men. Goal oriented. Fierce and humble.

Shit kicker men who did it right. Have a look.

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October 20, 2025

Adam Curtis - Century of the Self

The documentary is so important that I continue to recommend it.

I doubt myself and move carefully in my decisions because I need to constantly calibrate my frames of reference. I do not trust them. You may not either if you watch this 4 hour documentary. What happened to the convent is a tragedy. Go to 2:20:20 The Psychologist is Dr. William Coulson. But he repented and wrote this article at EWTN. CLICK HERE

This documentary had the effect to make me very cautious of encounter groups and conferences, workshops, focus groups, and BOOK CLUBS. Everyone has an agenda. I am the target. I went to one this week-end. I should have stayed home.

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October 19, 2025

Good Morning ----

Taking a brief moment to have a coffee, listen to polyeleos, and thank God for the many gifts that I have been given.

I am thankful to God who has blessed me with a discerning temperament and patience to see matters to their conclusion. I am surrounded by good and beautiful people who are inclined to love each other and bear one and another's burdens. It is like angels from heaven have reached to the earth and accidentally brushed my soul with the grace from all your hearts.

All of you know who you are. You humble me.

I walk among heroic people and I don't deserve your affections....so I pray and work and give all I can. Please hold me steady, for I am weak and a deeply flawed man.

Synchronicity = calamity

October 18, 2025

See How Good You Are at Sway Testing?

There is a great deal of talk about "Sway Testing" in my community lately. So, what is it, what is it for, what is the accuracy, can a person make a life and death decision based on it?

My career has put me in many clinical trials over the last 30 years. My role has been as the inventor/creator of medical devices, or the Chief Engineer responsible for multi-million dollar development projects for novel devices, Research Director of all research activites for medical device companies, and NSERC recipient, and Research Director for institutional efforts to advance surgical procedures, and as a consultant to companies seeking FDA and Health Canada controlled label approvals based on clinical trial based submissions. Many roles over the years.

The situation regarding "Sway Testing" is ripe for examination as a formal exercise. After the clinical trial has received Research Ethics Board approval, the principle investigator will actively recruit interested Applied Kinesiology (AK) practitioners. We will be excluding persons who declare that they are incapable of executing Sway Tests.

In the situation should we be unable to enroll sufficient numbers of trained AK practitioners for a trial, I may offer the experiment as game to all comers. As an idea, I might offer $10,000.00 to anyone who can separate the 100 sample bottles into the 2 groups with no errors. 50 and 50. That is $100 per correct bottle. If a person does this then that person MY AK for LIFE!!!! (If she will have me.) I will make an inquiry into being able to do it since it sounds like a carnival game and it may be regulated. I will check. I might charge a fee to conduct the game and maybe not. I might charge a small fee and pay the player $100 for each correct answer and take $100 for each wrong answer if they evaluate all 100 sample bottles. Tell me what you think. Send me your opinion in the contact form.

CLICK HERE for Draft Protocol for "Sway Test" evaluation

In December 2024, as a favour, I had 4 lbs of desiccated beef liver powder made for a holistic nutritionist friend. When I delivered it to her she was happy and curious. Without unsealing it, she placed the large mason jar against her body and made a comment that it seemed good. Little did I know that she performed a sway test on the liver powder. She was very generous about my efforts and also generous in sharing with me her testing method, in general. That was my introduction to Sway Testing.

CLICK HERE for Brief on Experimenting on People

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October 16, 2025

Not a Good Day to be a Banker, a Wizard or a Witch.

I am not talking about the upcoming Hallowe'en.

I watched this years ago. Money is worthless.

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October 15, 2025

Twisting Tennis Racket Effect

( aka Dzhanibekov Effect )

This is so interesting that I suggest you just watch the video. Then below the video is speculation that was the reason for the phenomena being classified by the Russian government.

The reason the Russian government classified the awareness of the Dzhanibekov Effect because of concerns of the effect emerging on the earth on a planetary scale since the earth is not a perfect sphere and may have the same intermediate axis instability. ("not a perfect sphere" does not mean the earth is flat.) The idea is that the poles of the earth would flip one half a revolution top to bottom (in 24 hours) inverting the whole planet. I believe that the declassification came after it was determined that such a flip would not happen to the whole earth since it is spinning in stability creating maximum moment of inertia. BUT!!!

What about a Dzhanibekov Effect and Earth Crustal Displacement hybrid?

Consider that the earth is a union of 2 separate, loosely attached objects: a large thin hollow shell viscously attached to a large oblate spheroid in a rotationally stable spin.

It is possible to model an instability for a hollow spherical shell representing Earth's crust,treated as a thin, slightly asymmetric ellipsoidal shell "floating" on a liquid core where the crust undergoes independent motion governed by the intermediate axis theorem effect (Dzhanibekov Effect). This hybrid approach combines elements of rigid body dynamics (for the crust's tumbling) with approximations for decoupling from the underlying fluid (e.g., low-viscosity coupling allowing relative motion, akin to crustal displacement over a viscous asthenosphere or outer core).

In reality, The Earth's crust isn't perfectly rigid or decoupled, and the liquid outer core (with its own differential rotation) would introduce viscous drag, angular momentum transfer, and stabilizing effects that dampen pure Dzhanibekov tumbling. However, geophysical asymmetries (e.g., continental distributions, large low-velocity provinces in the mantle, or polar ice imbalances) could provide the triaxiality needed for an intermediate principal moment of inertia, potentially triggering instability under perturbations like rapid mass redistributions. Full hybrid models would require advanced fluid-structure interaction simulations (e.g., using Navier-Stokes for the core coupled to Euler's equations for the crust), but simpler rigid-body approximations demonstrate the core instability mechanism.

So yup, the earth's crust could on-whole slide due to a Dzhanibekov Effect as an aggrevating initiation event, leaving the bulk of the earth in stable rotation. Nobel Prize Nomination? This not the Dzhanibekov Effect alone. It is a hybrid of Dzhanibekov Effect and Earth Crustal Displacement theory.

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October 12, 2025

Sunday Peace - Barry Yhard's big day.

I woke at 5 am today. Promised my day to His will.

Hear I am. Luke 17:19 "Rise and go on your way, faith has made you well"

Again, a Samaritan, showed the way. Remember the priests had to remain clean and were trapped by convension. A lesson there I think.

I lit a candle. Spending some time listening to the quiet, waiting for Grace.

God's hand has touch the earth today.

An inflection has taken place and may be imperceptible to most, but it happened. What is an inflection? Imagine driving on a long slow left-hand turn. Then the road straightens gently, and transitions to a very slow turn to the right. It all happens without notice. But the horizon moves the other way. Have a look. See? It is different.

Fifth Seal: The Martyrs' Cry (Rev 6:9–11).Souls under the altar, believers slain for their faith, call out for justice and receive white robes, told to wait. A hushed plea from the unseen faithful, marking a turning point in persecution that's intimate, not explosive. It just happened. Watch and see. Justice.

So much for the exaltation of the self. Always a trap.

Synchronicity =

October 11, 2025

Focus

As God designed my mind, for whatever purpose He has for me, He gave me the useful ability to focus intensely on my goals. I am not easily distracted once on a track. Usually, clarity sets in as the desert of discernment dissipates. In the light of His glory I hopefully take approriate actions without the stain of vanity.

Barry Yhards First Holy Communion tomorrow.

It is at the 9 AM Mass at Saint John XXIII Church followed by a reception. Barry is receiving the transubstantiated flesh of Jesus into his mouth for the first time. That is a big deal.

Synchronicity =

October 10, 2025

Working on a Serious Matter

I have been preocupied with important and deadly serious matters so I had to set my casual interests aside entirely.

I awoke at 4:30 am today, committed my day to God's glory and asked His help in my discernment and actions.

Synchronicity = unaware

October 8, 2025

Increased Cancer Risk with Anal Trauma (sex) ?

I conducted a state-of-the-literature review of the cancer risk related to anal trauma suffered during anal intercourse. The investigation initially conflated other variables that I did not anticipate. The other variables were HPV, HIV and other diseases transmitted during the sexual encounter. I was not interested the epidemiological point of view. There is a great deal of data in the disease-related literature. I excluded all disease related cancer risks. To calibrate, I investigated non-disease related cancer of the vagina, uterus, and related structures. As a baseline I further investigated the incidence of cancer amongst virginal nuns. I also investigated the incidence of cancer in monogamous couples (men and women both are monogamous) who refrained form anal intercourse. This approach gave me a sound baseline to assess the impact of trauma alone in women and men who suffered the trauma of anal intercourse with a statistical filter to exclude cancers caused by disease.

Since I am a device-aware medical developer, I thought I should look into remedies to the removal of the anus as a treatment to anal cancer. I was aware of the artificial anus invented in 1990. I looked into the state of the art of prosthetic anal sphincters.

Report on Anal Trauma vs Cancer Risk

State of the art review of Prosthetic Anal Sphincters

Results: Rough sex, normal or sodomy, (trauma) does not cause cancer without HPV, but promiscuity (multiple partners) increases risk via higher HPV exposure. So stop having sex out of wedlock. Sex out of wedlock will result in increased risk of cancer.

Synchronicity =

October 7, 2025

Young Men seeking Chaste Young Women

In my recent dealings with young men in my community I have repeatedly encountered the expressed complaint from these young men that they seek a good young woman to be the sole object of their affections and possibly their wives. These men are in that age category. Where does a young man, willing to sacrifice his life for a woman, find that women who is to be beguiled? At a bar? On a hook-up site. A dating app? I don't know any so I won't try to be informed, but my younger male friends tell me what is available. Essentally the world is profane and sexual encounters seem to be the norm on first dates. This reality is what is discouraging young men. In this age women have thrown their bodies away and their morals are guided by dark meaningless anti-intimacy. These women have made their bodies the currency of their attension seeking self centered hollow lives.

What young man wants a self-loathing garbage can for a wife and mother of his children. I don't know one man who does. Celibate Godly men are lonely in a world of self- loathing young girls. Where are the fathers? I think you know. Many are part of the problem.

What is the remedy? I only just discovered this reality and I do not have an answer for these young men except... fathers! Assert yourselves and protect the dignity of your daughters. Regardless of how terrible they treat you. We all know the drill. We men will be called abusers for alligning the behavior of our daughters.

I do not want to dwell on this subject. I will leave it at: sexual relations are reserved for the marriage bed for men and women. If this virtue is preserved then chaste men will find chaste women. The farm animals will find each other until their hells consume them.

energetic - great 12 string

Synchronicity = celestial

October 6, 2025

Novel Treatment approach to Tinnitus exploiting Neuroplasticity

I know of the mirror box treatment for phantom limb pain. I thought that if the brain is generating the tinnitus effect in the auditory cortex then maybe the brain can be tricked into turning it off. Just like the brain is tricked into turning off the phantom limb pain using the mirror box. I came across a paper circa 2022 by Clas Linnman, Harvard trying one way of dealing with the neuroplastic approach. It puzzles me a bit because I had a different plan. The clinical trial ID is NCT05710172. Here is link to the Clinical Trial (pilot study) that is active.

Link to the Spaulding rehab site.

The full-up trial is not in progress but it is still active.

I would like to discuss the principle and how I might approach this in a clinical trial setting and who would like to be involved.

God be with us. Love each other. Focus on the Holy Spirit

There is crazy stuff out there. Turn off the noise. Pray.

The King Singers

I Never liked fences since I heard this song in 1972

See the colors? I think its the reverb.

Tinnitus break-through!

Wondering how the sarrcodes worked out? Update?

Think neuroplasticity, mirror box, 2022 study led by Clas Linnman at Spaulding Rehabilitation (Harvard-affiliated) tested a "mirror box for the ears" device.

Educating young men to be dangerous!

I spend a great deal of time indulging the desire of young men to express their desire to be formidable. I speak with them and encourage VERY ROUGH play. Play that may cause bruising. Even blisters and blood. Why. Because boys need it. They need it to align themselves with each other to learn respect for each other's ability to endure pain and suffering. It bonds them. It doesn't separate them. Think about that.

Meekness is having a sword, being able to use it, and possessing the judgement to keep it in its sheath. Learn to throw a punch AND to take a punch. Then learn not need to throw that punch, and suffer the injury of your adversary NOT throwing a punch at you, but you still feel the pain of it as if he did. THAT is masculinity. Formidability is in the mind and heart, not the muscles, but the muscles train the mind.

Synchronicity = tinnitus

October 5, 2025

What do I stand for?

I found a martyr in my bed tonight.-revisited

I get many emails from friends that fall into the category "Look at this atrocity or injustice." The people who send them are correct. They are atrocities and injustices. I try to see the injustices for what they are: acts of evil that are propagated to sow agitation and division designed to erode trust in the love of God.

So take up each scandal, every insult, every test and put it at the foot of the cross and, consistent with your duty, beg God's help for the insight to guide your actions properly. Then act and be that faithful servant. Fail if you must, but act. We brothers in Christ, revel at heroic failure, since we all fail. Fail often, while trying to do good.

Coffee...

I spoke to a friend recently. Though not a practising Catholic or Christian, he was quoting to me the essential imperishability and durability of the act of martyrdom. Further, he expressed the value of adopting that eventuality when dealing with evil. Evil witnessed the impact of the blood offering by Christ and trembles at making another martyr. So, adopt such a position when confronting evil. Evil loses every time.

Be 100% willing to lay down your life.

Synchronicity =

October 4, 2025

What is important? What do I stand for?

I found a martyr in my bed tonight.

Look at the cover of the phrenology periodical. "Know Thyself" "Home truths for Home Consumption" "Phrenology, Physiology, Physiognomy,Magnitism". Sound familiar?

177 years ago exploiters told good but naive people that a "practitioner" could feel the bumps of a human head and thereby "diagnose" pretty much anything.

So what was really going on back in 1848?

FRAUD

Popular Phrase Comparison

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Demonic: Empowerment & Self-Love & Narcissism

Can you hear the serpent whispering in your ear?

• Unleash Your Inner Power
• Be Your Own Kind of Beautiful
• Own Your Story, Own Your Future
• Take Back Your Sovereign Self
• Embrace Your Unique Spark
• Break Free, Be You
• Rise Above, Shine Bright
• Take Control of Your Destiny
• Love Yourself Unapologetically
• Define Your Own Success
• Step Into Your Greatness
• You Were Born to Stand Out
• Create the Life You Love
• Your Journey, Your Rules
• Celebrate the Real You
• Empower Your Future, Today
• Be Fearlessly Authentic
• Your Strength, Your Way
• Live Life on Your Terms
• You’re the Author of Your Life

Holy: Sacrifice & Selflessness & Service

Suffering is the source of meaning.

• Lay Down Your Life for Another
• Love Without Expecting in Return
• Serve Others as Christ Served
• Die to Self, Live for God
• Offer Your Heart in Humble Service
• Carry Your Cross with Joy
• Give All for the Glory of God
• Love Your Neighbor as Yourself
• Surrender Your Will to His
• Pour Out Your Life in Love
• Seek the Good of Others First
• Embrace the Path of Sacrifice
• Live for the Eternal, Not the Self
• Be a Vessel of God’s Agape Love
• Deny Yourself, Follow Him
• Find True Life in Giving It Away
• Serve in the Shadow of the Cross
• Love Until It Costs You Everything
• Empty Yourself for God’s Purpose
• Bear One Another’s Burdens in Love

This is an effort that Nick sent me in response to the above ad hoc list. It is an interesting work prepared by A. J. Barker. Vices X Virtues: The Seven Deadly Sins of Thomas Aquinas I have not gone through all of it but generally it looks like a novel mapping which tweaked my interest.